living is such a chore.
especially when things dun go ur way.
at least tis is my thinking now.
mdm khoo was like saying our class did badly fer the chem test.
den i noe i surely will tio remedial liaos.
although pple always say i hardworking and stuff.
but the truth is. it is realli not the case.
my mum can vow for me.
sometimes i realli cannot stand myself.
i looked back on my 11 years of schooling life.
i dunno wad i achieved.
i seem to jus scrap thru everything
when things dun look good. i always find some excuses to convince myself that it is not my fault. this habit makes me feel realli lousy.
since i'm always pushing the blame to some other stuff to console myself that i'm not too be blamed.
its always the same case.
whenever there's major exam or wad.
i try to study. but end up is like a few days before than study.
0 lvls was like the biggest joke. trying to cramp in everything u study in 4 yrs within a time frame of a few weeks.
my life is so screwed. i don't even noe how to face myself.
sometimes i realli dunno wad i wan.
w/o having to study den can get good results? i guess its only two words. dream on.
i guess its jus one of the days where i have serious mood swings.
i'm like thinking so much fer todae.

sometimes i think there are people whom u can communicate well when face to face, but you don't know how to face the person online.

sometimes i think there are people whom u can communicate well in front of a computer, but you don't know how to face the person offline.

sometimes i think there are people whom u don't even know how to communicate with, online and offline.

sometimes i think there are people whom u just say hi and bye and ignore each other's existence from then on.

sometimes i think there are people whom u think you can communicate well with, but that is not the case.

at least sometimes i think there are people whom u can communicate well with online and offline, which is a readl relief.

to think we have to meet so many types of people in life.

i feel like my whole entry is so fragmented.
damn it.